{"id":237,"date":"2015-05-21T00:00:51","date_gmt":"2015-05-21T07:00:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/?p=237"},"modified":"2015-11-01T11:23:13","modified_gmt":"2015-11-01T19:23:13","slug":"to-understand-fire","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/2015\/05\/21\/to-understand-fire\/","title":{"rendered":"To Understand Fire"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>To Understand Fire<\/p>\n<p>is to have learned<br \/>\nin three dimension<br \/>\nthe colors<br \/>\nof your soul &#8230;<\/p>\n<div>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Such understanding<br \/>\nis most easily acquired<br \/>\nin the quiet company<br \/>\nof spirits and strangers,<br \/>\nor those who have walked<br \/>\nthe unlit path<br \/>\nof never again,<\/p>\n<p>and rarely occurs<br \/>\nin the living,<br \/>\nwho often prefer<br \/>\nthe dullness<br \/>\nof half tones<br \/>\nand pale shades<br \/>\nof grey<br \/>\nto dazzling yellows<br \/>\nor deep wells<br \/>\nof blue.<\/p>\n<p>To understand fire,<\/p>\n<p>one must walk<br \/>\nbarefoot<br \/>\nin the place<br \/>\nwhere blistering grace<br \/>\ndrips oil and blood<br \/>\non the flame<br \/>\nof all<br \/>\nyou thought<br \/>\nyou were,<\/p>\n<p>as if to see<br \/>\ngod<br \/>\nwithout skin<br \/>\nand not look away<br \/>\nwhen you recognize<br \/>\nyourself<br \/>\nin the marrow.<\/p>\n<p>Such understanding comes<\/p>\n<p>only<br \/>\nwhen you have gazed<br \/>\nwith three eyes<br \/>\ninto the mirror<br \/>\nof melting ice,<br \/>\nand, reaching through<br \/>\ncold glass,<br \/>\nyou feel your fingertips<br \/>\nbrushing against<br \/>\nthe jagged edges<br \/>\nof your soul,<\/p>\n<p>where bright red sorrow<br \/>\nbleeds into the whiteness<br \/>\nof your memories,<br \/>\ntriggering an avalanche<br \/>\nof tipping points<br \/>\nand tears<br \/>\nin the fabric of time;<\/p>\n<p>then chaos<br \/>\ncoming in loops<br \/>\nof furious spin<br \/>\nand fading hope,<br \/>\nas inertia falls in love<br \/>\nwith itself<br \/>\nin a death spiral<br \/>\nof endless grieving &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>and you lie<br \/>\nin cold sweat,<br \/>\nas if newly wounded<br \/>\nunder the dark snow<br \/>\nof knowing;<\/p>\n<p>and<\/p>\n<p>in a rush of blood<br \/>\nand time gone by,<br \/>\nyou remember<br \/>\nswirling black holes<br \/>\nand how the dead<br \/>\nlearned about Light<br \/>\nfrom under the ashes,<br \/>\nand how music<br \/>\ncan breathe magic<br \/>\ninto the throat<br \/>\nof a tongueless bell;<\/p>\n<p>and the smell of rain<br \/>\nmakes you want &#8230;<br \/>\nmakes you want<br \/>\nto inhale all that is good,<br \/>\nand you find yourself<br \/>\nbreathing again,<br \/>\neven as the stillborn<br \/>\ndove falls silent<br \/>\nat its own<br \/>\nbaptism.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>To Understand Fire is to have learned in three dimension the colors of your soul &#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-237","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/237","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=237"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/237\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":340,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/237\/revisions\/340"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=237"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=237"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=237"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}