{"id":22,"date":"2013-07-07T00:00:42","date_gmt":"2013-07-07T07:00:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/?p=22"},"modified":"2015-11-01T11:25:57","modified_gmt":"2015-11-01T19:25:57","slug":"what-i-meant-to-do","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/2013\/07\/07\/what-i-meant-to-do\/","title":{"rendered":"What I Meant to Do"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: left;\">What I Meant to Do<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I meant to remind you<br \/>\nthat you promised<br \/>\nnot to leave<br \/>\nwithout me<\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">or at least tell you<br \/>\nto turn on the lights<br \/>\nbefore you left.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I meant to ask you<br \/>\nwhere you would be<br \/>\nso I could phone.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I meant to hold you<br \/>\nto your promise<br \/>\nand shake you<br \/>\nuntil your eyes<br \/>\nrolled back in your head<br \/>\nand make you watch<br \/>\nas I smashed myself<br \/>\ninto a thousand<br \/>\nparticles of light<br \/>\nso you would remember<br \/>\nwho it was<br \/>\nyou were<br \/>\ndealing with.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I meant to go down<br \/>\non my knees<br \/>\nand claw out my eyes<br \/>\nand tear off my skin,<br \/>\nand pour myself out<br \/>\nin shades of blood-red<br \/>\non your cold, white sheets,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">and paint there<br \/>\na portrait<br \/>\nof me<br \/>\nwithout you<br \/>\nin blues deeper<br \/>\nthan your dreams.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I meant to get your attention.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">I just wanted<br \/>\nto remind you<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">to wait for me<br \/>\nat the door<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">so I could meet you<br \/>\nthere,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">and we could<br \/>\nwalk Home<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Together.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What I Meant to Do I meant to remind you that you promised not to leave without me or at least tell you to turn on the lights before you left.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22"}],"version-history":[{"count":36,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":341,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22\/revisions\/341"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}