{"id":210,"date":"2015-07-03T00:00:56","date_gmt":"2015-07-03T07:00:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/?p=210"},"modified":"2015-07-16T12:11:37","modified_gmt":"2015-07-16T19:11:37","slug":"jealousy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/2015\/07\/03\/jealousy\/","title":{"rendered":"Jealousy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am jealous<br \/>\nof the sky<br \/>\nfor feeling<br \/>\nno pain<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<div>\n<p>and I am jealous<br \/>\nof the sea<\/p>\n<p>for not knowing.<\/p>\n<p>I am jealous<br \/>\nof the stars<br \/>\nfor having the audacity<br \/>\nto shine<br \/>\nwhere Light itself<br \/>\nhas fled<\/p>\n<p>and I am jealous<br \/>\nof the Dead<br \/>\nfor what they<br \/>\ndo not feel.<\/p>\n<p>I am jealous<br \/>\nof the laughter<br \/>\ncoming from<br \/>\nthe house<br \/>\nnext door,<\/p>\n<p>and I am jealous<br \/>\nof the dimwitted<br \/>\nand the deniers<br \/>\nbecause they<br \/>\nhave no idea.<\/p>\n<p>I am jealous<br \/>\nof jesus<br \/>\nfor making<br \/>\nhis escape<br \/>\nbefore<br \/>\nthe Great Meltdown<br \/>\nbegan<\/p>\n<p>(and I am jealous,<br \/>\nin fact,<br \/>\nof all spirits<br \/>\nand ghosts<br \/>\nfor taking<br \/>\nthe easy way<br \/>\nout).<\/p>\n<p>And most of all,<br \/>\nI am jealous<br \/>\nof you<br \/>\nfor leaving<br \/>\nme here<br \/>\nwith no hands<\/p>\n<p>and no arms<br \/>\nto catch me<\/p>\n<p>as I fall<br \/>\nthrough a bottomless<br \/>\nSky.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am jealous of the sky for feeling no pain<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-210","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/210","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=210"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/210\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":261,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/210\/revisions\/261"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=210"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=210"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sandyleonvest.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=210"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}